I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

*there are no words better than these to describe how I feel.

Is there anyone out there that can hear me? I'm calling out to you. 

It's a lonely world out there

I'm sick and tired of being alone.

I'm sick and tired of being wanted in ways I don't really want to be wanted. 

I'm sick and tired of waking up by myself.

I'm sick and tired of being stinking sick and tired<3

That's what I get for falling again...

...I can't seem to get you out of my mind. 

I don't want to fall to pieces

You win this round. 

But I'm winning the next. That you can count on. 

I'm fantastic

It's your loss really. 

I could rip you apart

I could rip you apart.

Into a thousand pieces.

I could scream at you.

Tell you all the things you did wrong. 

I could slap you and punch you.

Until it hurts you and not me. 

I could tell everyone your secret.

Embarress you in front of all you friends. 

I could hate you.

Hate you until my face turns red. 

You pick. Your wish is my command. (Apparently, I only live to serve you). 

turn down the lights
turn down the bed
turn down these voices
inside my head
lay down with me
tell me no lies
just hold me close
don't patronize
don't patronize me

i can't make you love me if you don't
you can't make your heart feel
somethin' it wont
here in the dark,in these final hours
i will lay down my heart
and feel the power if you wont
no you wont
cuz i can't make you love me
if you don't

i'll close my eyes
then i wont see
the love you dont feel
when your holdin' me
morning will come
and i'll do whats right
just give me till then
to give up this fight
and i will give up this fight