It's been awhile since I have posted.

I think that is a good thing=)

Yeah. It's kind of like that.

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should've known, I should've known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Baby I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake I didnt know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse,
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.

You were the one.

the one I was going to spend the rest of my life with.

I knew it.

What happened?

What did someone say that you could believe about me?

I need answers.

I was falling in love with you.

Now I have just fallen

And I'm alone.

Life is NOT supposed to be like this.

I miss you daddy.

I'm just so tired
Won't you sing me to sleep
Fly through my dreams
So i can hitch a ride 
With you tonight
And get away from this place
Have a new name and face
I just ain't the same without you in my life

Late night drives
All alone in my car
I can't help but start
Singing lines 
From all our favorite songs
And melodies in the air
Singing life just ain't fair but
Sometimes i still just can't
Believe you're gone

And i'm sure the view from heaven
Beats the hell out of mine here
And if we all believe in heaven
Maybe we'llmake it through
One more year, down here

Feel your fire when it's cold in my heart
And things sorta start reminding me
Of my last night with you
I only need one more day
Just one more chance to say
I wish that i had gone up with you too

You won't be coming back 
And i didn't get to say goodbye
I really wish i got to say goodbye

I hope all is well in heaven
Cause it's all shot to hell down here
I hope that i find you in heaven
Cause i'm so lost without you down here

You won't be coming back 
And i didn't get to say goodbye
I really wish i got to say goodbye

Yeah. That one hurts. <3

=)

I can do this.

I am a strong, empowered woman. 

I do not need a man to make me complete.

I just need myself :)

I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

*there are no words better than these to describe how I feel.

Is there anyone out there that can hear me? I'm calling out to you. 

It's a lonely world out there

I'm sick and tired of being alone.

I'm sick and tired of being wanted in ways I don't really want to be wanted. 

I'm sick and tired of waking up by myself.

I'm sick and tired of being stinking sick and tired<3