what i'm going to say to him.

"Your a really nice guy; Probably one of the nicest I have ever met. Your cute, and sweet, and extrmeley intelligant and driven. But I'm some of those things too. I'm nice, and pretty, and sweet, driven and smart, I'm clean, clever and I bake well..but you don't see that. I'm not sure if you choose to not see that for whatever reason, or if you just don't. Maybe you still see Jen, and she holds your entire vision and that's why you can't see me. I don't really know, and I'm done analyzing it. The entire time that I have known you, as short as it might be, I have been doing things to try to make you see me. But you just don't see me; and I have to learn to accept that. You cannot give me what I want, and I can't keep pretending like that is okay with me. I don't want to end whatever this thing I have with you, because honestly I am having a lot of fun with whatever it is we have going on, but I know I need to. I want to still be friends, and you can sure as hell know that I'll be here on Wednesdays to watch lost with you. And maybe, if you ever decide to open your eyes and see me for what I am, which is fabulous, we can go out on a date or spend some time to get to know eachother better. Your a nice boy Andy, we just have crossed paths at the wrong point in life"