I am not alone.

I'm surrounded by love. 

I have family that loves me, even though they are far away.

I have a best friend, who would drop everything for me. 

I am surrounded by roommates that put up with my bullshit everyday, but don't bitch. 

I have friends in lots of places, all of which care for me. 

So why is it, that without you, you one single person, I so feel alone?

There is a lump in my throat, and it won't go away, no matter what I do, no matter what I say. 

please just call me.