One of those days...

Ugh.

Gross. 

Yuck. 

(For lack of better words)

I'm having one of those days. One of those days where you feel all down in the dumps and you cannot seem to lift yourself out. 

These kind of days are so pointless. I cannot accomplish anything in a state of mind like this. All I want is cookie dough and some depressing movies. 

Hm. If only I could find the root of the problem, I could figure this out. 

But alas, it is hard to find the root of a problem when there are countless roots that could be pulling me down.

Go figure. 

Fuck.

My.

Life...

Yep. It's like that. 

we just can't catch a break...

Like, I'm not even kidding. 

Within the course of 4 years...

-My father dies a few years back.

-My grandpa has 4 strokes, including one in which he wasn't able to talk to us for weeks. 

-My grandma has multiple heart attacks and multiple scares that land her in the hospital.

-My good friend, Nick, passes away suddenly. 

-My grandmother goes into the hospital around Christmas this year, only to leave 3 weeks later on Hospice care (Basically sent her home to die)

-She died 3 short days after going home. 

-After my grandmother dies (my moms mom), my mother goes in for a normal dentist appointment only to find out her blood pressure is sky high, and doctors don't know why she hasn't been sick or had a stroke. 

And the double wammy, to top it all off, my mom did have a stroke this morning. 

Do you think bad luck runs in streaks? Or are we just cursed? 

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