As if I could define how I feel in my own words...

Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

But everything looks perfect from far away...

I fall for you, you can't catch me.

You fall for me, I can't catch you. 

Were not very good at this game of love. 

I don't understand what your intentions for me are. 

Last night I fell in love without you.

My sister is engaged. 

To a wonderful boy. 

I love Ben, he's incredible and will always take care of my sister. 

I can't help but wonder...is my "Ben" out there? 

At this point where I am at in life, my sister was already dating Ben. 

It's not a competition, were two different people. 

But, I honestly can't help but think that sometimes. 

Where is my Ben? 

He's got to be out there somewhere, right? It's a big world. He's out there. I just know it. 

Life Lessons Learned by Me today.

I would highly recomend NOT: 

1) Riding a bike while still adjusting to the fact your now having sex. 

2) Spending your entire paycheck on shoes, and eating top ramen the following week to make up for it. 

3) Fighting with a 16-year-old girl. They are stubborn and just plain ol' mean.

4) Falling for your hook-up buddy. It's just messy. 

I would highly recomend: 

1) Having a hook-up buddy for those crappy days. 

2) Calling your mother at least every other day. 

3) Putting away 10$ a week for something awesome, like a trip to Orlando.

4) Driving alone, windows down, singing your favorite song on the top of your lungs. 

O joyus day. I'm all smiles. 

Roller Coaster Ride

Your hot then your cold. 

I like you when you do things right, hate you when you do things wrong. 

Your yes then your no.

I want to show you I care, I am I don't want to be clingy. 

Your I am too busy, I'm free.

Your drunk, I am sober. 

Your Mr. Right then Mr. Wrong. 

I am drunk, you are sober. 

Your I need you, I do not want you. 

I am I want to, I am I change my mind. 

This roller coaster we are on is exhausting.  But I don't want to get off<3

it's 2am, and i feel like i just lost a friend...

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Yeah. 

It's kind of like that. 

you

I wish I could have had you before she screwed you up.

Love is possible. 

I am pretty spectacular, just let yourself fall for me. 

I will not let you down.

Can you not see that? 

i know i think this about every guy...

...that he may be the one or what not

but maybe he really is the one...

...who knows, i have learned to never count on anything

or to count on anyone...

...but he just feels like right

like it is where i belong...

...shoulda, woulda, coulda...