I think I figured it out..

You can't be what I want.

I can't be what you want.

I can't expect anything from you.

You expect too much from me.

...we are really bad at this.

We should probably should quit while we are ahead. 

How many times can I break until I shatter?

If I could speak in song...

...this is what I would say to you. 

Say what you want, say what you mean
question yourself, are you really what you seem?
Say what you want, say what you mean
question yoursel, are you really what you dream?

 

I'm so not feeling this right now. 

My give a damn's busted...

Your like a magic 8 ball. 

You never know what your going to get. 

And most of the time, the answers are just total bullshit. 

But everything looks perfect from far away...

I fall for you, you can't catch me.

You fall for me, I can't catch you. 

Were not very good at this game of love. 

I don't understand what your intentions for me are. 

Last night I fell in love without you.

My sister is engaged. 

To a wonderful boy. 

I love Ben, he's incredible and will always take care of my sister. 

I can't help but wonder...is my "Ben" out there? 

At this point where I am at in life, my sister was already dating Ben. 

It's not a competition, were two different people. 

But, I honestly can't help but think that sometimes. 

Where is my Ben? 

He's got to be out there somewhere, right? It's a big world. He's out there. I just know it. 

Life Lessons Learned by Me today.

I would highly recomend NOT: 

1) Riding a bike while still adjusting to the fact your now having sex. 

2) Spending your entire paycheck on shoes, and eating top ramen the following week to make up for it. 

3) Fighting with a 16-year-old girl. They are stubborn and just plain ol' mean.

4) Falling for your hook-up buddy. It's just messy. 

I would highly recomend: 

1) Having a hook-up buddy for those crappy days. 

2) Calling your mother at least every other day. 

3) Putting away 10$ a week for something awesome, like a trip to Orlando.

4) Driving alone, windows down, singing your favorite song on the top of your lungs. 

O joyus day. I'm all smiles.